Tuesday, November 01, 2011
When it's busy and depressing, I have no mood to blog at all.
So I guess the fact that I am up here today means that everything is turning for the better? Not.
Natural hazards was a disaster indeed.
I felt a huge blow to my ego.
I thought it was geography-related?!
Ohmygod, my concepts of A level geography was not used at all!
Ok, used a bit, minimally I swear.
I have no idea what went wrong.
Because I didn't memorize every single slide of the notes?
Good job then, because my mind is too filled to do that.
I dunno, maybe I am really always ill-prepared.
Completed my first layout for nanyuan.
Felt really proud of myself when I flipped open the newspaper and stared at the page that I did, and the articles I wrote.
The sense of accomplishment is immense.
But it's also difficult to forget the ordeal that I went through.
Rushing to press conference after lessons, going to concerts alone, researching on opinions piece, going to some weird conference listening to succesful entrepreneurs...
And staying up till 530am in the morning just to lay a freaking and a half page.
Yup, so many prices to pay, for that one sweet smile.
Discussed with the editors what we are going to do for now.
ODAC stopped and exams are looming.
And I find myself more deprived of the people that I love!
Thank goodness I will be seeing one this saturday and a few more on sunday! :D
Brightens up my life seriously.
I need a few breaks and there, a few perks to keep me going.
To give me a pat on the back and tell me it's ok.
Even though I look at my gpa and I feel like shrivelling up and die.
It's so freaking far from 4.5, from first class.
How on earth am I supposed to reach it?
No confidence. Who stole my ego?
寻找梦想 11:18 PM
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